Hi,
I've been using a few hyponosis products, affirmations and all that, and while I've seen progress I've realized a few things. The main issue I'm dealing with is shyness and the anxiety that is sometimes associated with it. While I've been able to boost my mood up to the point where I'm more outgoing, I find that state is a little 'fragile'.
My mind always analyzes any social situation I've gone through, and I think of everything I said, every witty saying, and basically I obsess over the conversation. While it pumps me up if I have a social 'success', I believe relying so much on these external events doesn't help me. As if I have a negative experience I'll beat myself up about it(though I've been working to tell myself to stop whenever this happens, but it still seeps in). Even normal social interactions I'll usually find some fault in.
There are a few other things I experience,
I'll feel anxiety when a social event is upcoming.
Whenever I'm walking around and someone looks at me I'll automatically think that they think theres something odd or weird about me, as otherwise I feel they wouldn't look.
My voice tends to tense/tighten up, mostly it becomes harder to hear me sometimes when I'm in a social situation I'm not used to.
And then theres those other general symptoms of shyness.
Theres many past events, you could say painful memories that I see in a negative light, especially those where I say something to someone but they don't understand me and ask me to repeat myself, whenever that happens it makes me feel worse, lowers my self-esteem. I have a whole lot of social memories that I see negatively, and I often remember them which can really mess with my mood.
The methods I've used so far, while I've made progress, I feel that they've only managed to suppress the self-limiting beliefs of mine, or just put positive 'bandaids' over them, while not dealing with the core problems themselves. I was wondering what paraliminals could help me with this and my shyness. I'm willing to get a few paraliminals, as many of them seem worth using in my case. I was thinking atleast belief and new history generator would be good, as belief could help me remove the self-limiting beliefs I have, and nhg would let me feel better about my past
Sorry about the long post, but what paraliminals could help me out? Thanks.