How to get sizzle in your vision?
For days now, I check for AFL post. Find none, then realize, I'm avoiding and then want to post to get help. I see this as me avoiding. So, I decide first to feel my feelings, do inquiry and not post. Usually, go through this several times. Then, I ask what one thing can I do now towards my vision?
And I pick the easiest one and do it. Often, I do more. I spend most my time walking through life looking backwards, at the past. And it takes huge effort to get me to look ahead. (On rereading before sending, I realize here is another great entry for the feeling and inquiry work. Off to do it now.)
I am gratiful for AFL course, LSC, AFL posts, much my life. When I remember to be gratiful, I feel warm fuzzy in my head. I tell myself to do this more often. And, I just realize I feel guilty for my gratifulness. I break to do feeling and inquiry into this.
After rereading this, I realize I am seeking also how to walk through life looking forward? The thought of playing with this makes me 
Thanks to all.
Best,
Richard
