Hello Mritanhead (hope I have it right)
I am just a new member so I cannot recommend any particular product on this site but give them the once over and you'll be sure to find what you want.
What I do want to say is Hooray for you! You have given us all a wonderful example of what one can do when determined to improve and turn around one's life. Your courage and bright spirit will carry you on as far as you want to go.
You are even experiencing what can sometimes happen to people who decide to change themselves - some people, friends or family, may not be able to cope with the new you or perhaps feel threatened and unwilling to deal with it. This is one of the risks you have faced and taken. Your personal survival required and demanded it...applause!
You have used the technique used in the Huna way of life - Request, Release, and Receive. By writing down what you want(the Request) and releasing your claim to your Higher Self allowing it to come to you (the Release), you then waited expectantly for it. (the Receipt).
You can map out the rest by writing down any 'ideal' situation you want, in complete detail (and I mean full detail - even the time factor, location, kind of reltionship, dollar amount, full house description, everything you can imagine. With the addition of the phrase..'all this or the equivalent, and thank you very much.' Then sign it (imperative) as you would any other contract and put it away. Take it out for a few days and revise it until it's perfect. Put it away again under your pillow and await the results.
You will be amazed at how fast and complete the results will be - even more than you asked for. I did this three times when looking for new living space and was so thankful that even the lilac trees I'd forgotten to ask for were provided. Your High (spiritual) Self knows exactly what you want and need. "Ask and you shall receive".
Again, congratulations on your great results and thanks for sharing your amazing story.
Best wishes,
amacd