It sounds to me like you have two things going on. Ask yourself if you don't agree.

First, it sounds like you are taking yourself way to seriously. You know how to get rid of emotional baggage? You drop it. That's it. Let it go. Go to a mirror in your home right this minute and look at your face. Concentrate then stick out your tongue!

Next, you strike me as someone who is looking for permission to step into your power. You have this huge list of techniques that everyone under the sun offers courses in so you can be "qualified." Let me ask you something.

Who is more qualified than you to talk about the experiences and wisdom you have gained from life? And don't tell me you haven't gained any..if you really haven't you'd be completely in a coma or dead.

You need to make a list of the things in your life you want to achieve. Not so you can go save the world...just for you. Make a list of the things that matter to you...that make you feel passionate about living. Go work on these things. Save yourself. Make your life wonderful. Then you will be ready to coach or help to heal other people.

You have to save yourself before you can save anyone else. Trust me. Been there, done that.

All the best!
Bill White

[This message has been edited by Alex K. Viefhaus (edited June 11, 2005).]