I've now done 6 days of Holosync's Awakening Prologue. It's nice. Have to keep reminding myself not to rush it. The reason why I feel impatient is because I don't want to waste anymore time. So far, my efforts have been haphazard. It's not yielding the productivity I'm hoping for.
Maybe I'm being too hard on myself. If I'm honest, I'm also very angry that people see me as a black-sheep and a joke. I know I shouldn't care too much what others think. Intuitively, I know I've got a lot of potential, but my critics (both inner and external) always leads to me doubting myself. It's like I'm a magnet, which attracts all the negative vibes and my mind gets so attached to them.
*sigh* wished I've got natural brilliance!!!
But because I lost my job last week, finance is a problem now, because I re-invested my money with these courses.
I' ve also applied for the intensive Hypnotherapy diploma course by mental combat as well as the weekend Softwork seminar this October coming by rmax.
Hope to get some beneficial momentum
