Hello there,
If you did stay with the organization that you are with now, is there a position that does pay what you want and if not, are there any possibilities of creating such position depending on the size of the organisation? if its a yes then go for gold.
If its a no then let it come to you during your visualisation session instead of forcing it on to yourself, trust that it will come to you. You already know what you want so work with it and let it come to you. No goal is too big and no thought is too small to make a difference..
Perhaps you could focus on what it would be like living that life, feel the feelings and let the images flow in..
All the best.

[This message has been edited by liuaki_F (edited December 02, 2005).]