Hi Curious1
Only you can decide if its for you or not, how does it feel living that life? Go with your feelings.
Heres a thought for you to play around with.
Do you normally let other people tell you what to do? let alone tell you the way you should live your life?
Why would you set yourself a false goal? is there such a thing as a false goal? Goals are just as they are untill you labeled it, a false one at that... You focus on whether it is someone elses or a false one, that goal will ultimately become that.. Focus on what you do want and not what you don't want..
Have fun
