Yeah, blank as a clean sheet of paper. I mean, in terms of concrete steps of action. For example, I'd start a meditation session to focus on how to achieve a goal, say, to achieve financial abundance/independence. And after meditating, I feel relaxed and clear headed, but when I ask myself what insights or plans of action my inner mind has revealed to gain my goal, there's nothing, or, there's "weird" thoughts which my conscious mind tends to reject as garbage. It's difficult to filter out the trash.
Anyway, by this time, I've rationalized that perhaps my goal is not congruent with my purpose in life, and maybe that's why I'm not getting clear guidance. Live and learn..
