Intuitive voices or trance voices? Wishful thinking?
Trance is the rent too.
Do the Inquiry Process. Then the Seven-Step process on your goal of quitting your job.
You know you don't actually have to quit your job to quit your job. Quit the trances associated with it. Boss is unfair, this is too hard, long hours, not enough pay, Back stabbing co-worker, are all trances. If you just quit, (hand in a resignation) all those trances will continue to follow you. You need to do the work of breaking those trances which in effect is quitting the job as you know it and launching yourself unshackled into the future.
Do the Feeling exercises, do the Inquiry Process quit seeing your job the way you are used to seeing it.
Alex