During the fourth path paraliminal session I regressed and remembered the death of my younger brother when I Was about 7 years old, I have effectively suppresed the feeling/sensation of his death As i watch other people try to resuscitate him. I found myself stuck there and blaming myself for his death for not being there or help him find what he came back for the pond where he drowned. I feel very bad and I seemed stuck in a circle here. Please some one help me. I feel like I have to punish myself all this years, maybe the reson I can't seem to succeed on my life changing endevours. I will have solutions practically given to me and will not follow it, but avoid it instead. I have no idea until now. Is there a way I can get over this.