Thank you, I am working on it. What's amazing was as I travel thru this fourth path I was austounded of the revealation of this "self punishment" I called my mother and found out that my brother passed on, on April 27. The very same early morning that I was going thru the path. I really suprresed it, yet the unconscious mind was trying to reveal this to my consciousness. Was that co-incidence? The ourpouring of this supressed emotion is almost unbearable. I pray that the Almighty continue to provide me with the strenght, As at present my wife was recently diagnose with an "intraorbital/eye tumor". I wonder if I am unconsciously preparing myself for another emotinal and spiritual challenge. Thank you very much.
