Well at least I wasn't missing it in front of my face. That would be ... less than ideal.
My biggest problem with the course thus far is extreme difficulty getting an IS that is not contrived, yet there when I get into state. I get spontaneous ones every now and then, but those are few and far between.
You would think the zazen has come back to haunt me. I spent years learning to empty my mind, and now I want to fill it.
-cpc
