BURN THEM.

Fahrenheit 451 baby!

Their ideas are actually pretty decent though. Burning might be a tad extreme. I'll have to consider it further.

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So how does one stop intellectualizing? I've tried, and it is damn hard. My whole critical, analytical, intellectual nature ends up being rather counter-productive outside certain boundries and I do not know how to just "let go."

I ordered Qigong, and have been doing a bit of that, but I still can't just "let go." All I think about is if I am doing the right posture, or thinking about the right things, and if I think I am, then why doesn't it feel relaxing, why am I stressing out over relaxing?!?

As for exercise, I seem to have the habit of starting and stopping very often, most of the time I'm in stop mode though, so little gets done. I keep on telling myself I need to do some eye exercises so I can get rid of my glasses, lift my weights to get build, run(rebound, whatever) to get my stamina up and blood circulating better, Qigong(before Kudalini Yoga) to improve my health and mental well-being, Photoreading to get through all my books, various accelerative learning techniques to conquer my school work, actually get to my homework, start building up my credit rating to create my investing corporation, and the list just goes on... but nothing gets done to any great satisfaction. I've surrounded myself with things to do to improve my life to the point where now I don't seem to have room to breath, least feel bad about not doing anything constructive.

I'd like to believe that I am working through the confusion, and any minute now, it will all "gel" and it will all fit together and make sense.

I just don't grok.

Later, brother.