Just as I feared, I've failed to explain myself once again. Slow down you curd, you missed something!

When I said "aeons ago" I was merely refering to our phyisical conception of time.
In the plane of physics and senses our Will was determined aeons ago eventhough it does infact exist in a distinct sphere of 'reality' in which time and spaciality have no grasp. Thanks for the slap on the knuckles.
I did mean pre-verbal and pre-rational.
Transcendance implies a separation of continuums. Trans-verbal and trans-rational would imply that they are not on the same developmental plane. I was infact refering to an embryonic state of physicality. The eternal embryo, growing, limiting itself into physical manifestation. Gradually adding new limts to itself. First force, then form, then across the abyss of knowledge to emotions, then life, then rationality, then 'dreams', then finally to the limitations of sense. It is, in a way, a succesion of events. Hardly linear in the rational conception of it, but having none the less a beggining and an end. This is all rather basic quabalistic thought but I contiually find myself unable to explain it to my satisfaction. If you find fault again don't hesitate to repremand, My ignorance is still vast being of a tender age.

Thanks for the feedback.