You must neutralize all religious and science conditioning, as it will employ your whole being to defend itself from seeing what obsoletes itself...
Without a proper cleanup, that internal civil war will attempt to destroy you more and more the closer your evolution threatens those programs...
Without having neutralized said conditioning, you are scheduled to be recycled... no matter what you learn and try to do...
Without seeing the magic, you can't be the magic, and that conditioning is inplace to prevent your evolution...
In essence, science and religion has put the brakes on evolution, while they destroy life faster than the planet can heal and replenish... Meaning that the planet will soon run out of life... and me too will have gone byebye, surfing the comic currents in the first next... for an expectancy of 10-million years, or less...
occassionally glancing back at the human condition, to see only rot remains.
