Alex, I just started by ordering the Keen Vison course www.innertalk.com by Eldon Taylor. I am thinking about maybe ordering a paraliminal. You are right about starting something.

Kaiden: You ask what is that I ultimately want? I think I have asked that question to myself for years. I ended up saying that I dont know what I really want. Maybe I do but it is hidden in me where I can not find it or grasp it?

The other thing that I was thinking is probably I want to many things. Maybe the things that I want are fantastical or impractical or unrealistic? I know I would like prosperity. Be in an ideal business or business opportunity. I would like to have great abs or better abs or a flat stomach. I would like to be in great physical condition. Like have a killer body. I think this would help me out a lot-be able to make decisions very rapidly. Listen to my intuition. I would like to get my vision back to normal. Improving my vision even a little bit would be more encouraging. I would like to work great mentors and trainers. I would like to be better at computers such as networking and troubleshooting desktops, web site development, and Microsoft Office and maybe data recovery. I would like to be recognized as good at what I do especially at the work place.

I would like to know how to make a lot of money in real estate. Kind of the stuff they talk about www.creonline.come and www.dealmakerscafe.com. I am thinking one of the things I enjoy is taking my money to the credit union. I think I would like to have a good business mind and be able to recognize opportunity everywhere and capitalize on it. I thought at one time the web and mail order were good businesses. I think I would like the business feel or the feel for doing business well.

I have thought at one time I would like to do sales and be good at it. And the same thing with bartending.

Right now I am thinking I would like to be better at learning and remembering. Like right now I have the Mega Memory course I got from the library. I am thinking being able to photoread, take good notes and I dont know about mind mapping.

I would like to help others make a lot of money and have a life that is more of their own liking or do what they desire rather than be a slave to wages I guess.

I am thinking I would like to be more lucky or to create luck in my life through my mental powers. I play the lotto frequently and I have not given up on my dreams since college.

I think I would love to have mental powers so I can heal myself more quickly of things like colds and flu and have a great immune system.
I would also like to be more confident and better with the opposite sex. I would also like to increase my personal magnetism. I know the book the Art and Science of Raja Yoga by Donald Walters talks about Magnetism and so does Paramahansa Yogananda.

I think it would be cool for me to be a good or great public speaker and give funny speeches as well as be funny.

Kaiden, I told you a bunch of things. How much of this would you say is practical and achievable and how much of this is whimsical, fanciful and unrealistic. I think I told you all Kaiden.

Kaiden, this reminds me of the Army Slogan "Be All You can Be" and also Air Force's "Aim High". But Kaiden, I think from all that I told you maybe I might be aiming too high.

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