Rachel:

I remember reading a beginng book on Kundalini yoga by Shakta Kaur Khalsa and it said about it taking 40 days for a subconscious change. I remember reading that it takes 21 days to change a habit. You are right about most people generally not sticking to a certain discipline like exercise. But I think a lot of people stick to exercise for at least a few months or 6 months than quit.

Have you ever looked into Kundalini yoga?

I think I might be lucky. The place where I worked as a waiter, I originally applied to be a bartender trainee. When I went to visit the restaurant they said they did not have that position available but would welcome me as a waiter. They did not promise me that I would bartend. But I ended up starting to train on Saturday and I worked today as a trainee part of the day. Today did not seem like I was dong to hot though. So, that is why I am still I am testing the mantras. I am saying several mantras together. I am waiter/bartender. Right now I do more waitstaff stuff. I don't intend on being a bartender all my life, but I think it would be a good sideline and good to know drinks. My neighbor used to make $500 on a Friday when he bartended.

When you mentioned vasta and Feng Shui, this reminds me of a time when my uncle and his wife came over to visit from India. He told me my bed or pillows should placed here according to the vastas or vedics. I doubt really know about Feng Shui but seemed to know the positioning of stuff.

Rachel, do you do Feng Shui consulting on a formal and informal basis? Formal means like you have paying clients or professionally and informal in my meaning like you consult your friends and family.

It sounds cool that Feng Shui can work even if you still have the same deeply embedded negative thoughts. Or you can't get rid of that internal anger. A lot of people don't succeed with affirmations and visualizations. It would be nice to go to a something like Feng Shui were you can also be a little effortless and improve your life.

I wish I had a friend like you in my area so I could do changes that like attract love and money and guidance.

Parag