Hello again ~
Wanted to add two things -
1) Trust those inner "knowings" like you had about the dog. If something crosses your mind, then it did for a reason. Find it. Whenever I follow those inner directions,
always I find that it was a good thing. These directions/instructions are happening with more frequency now that I am back with SFQ, and listening to the new LSC paraliminals.
2) "As a child, who is taught not to feel what is felt, not to think what is thought, to be a creation of external forces, and to learn that the only acceptable form of behaviour is a pretense, or a behaviour that one should do" -- I think I understand what you mean. When we are constantly told that what we think (understand) is false, that what we are is false, and then this is reinforced even when we leave the home -- makes for a fragmented psyche, a person in whom you can still see the outline of the puzzle pieces.
No one is without wounds. I think the difference in people is how they go about healing them. And you can only do as much as you know how to do. Some stop short of full mastery -- some keep searching, and improving all their lives. And these folks can't help but touch positively others around them.
Like this forum - so much is shared here. And we all learn from each other, in one way or another. I am so blessed to have heard the ad for PR on public radio two years ago, or was it three? Long story - but one that points up synchronicity to perfection! Just "happened" to be at the right place at the right time -- putting the trash bags on the trunk of the car and driving them down to the end of the driveway. Husband had left the radio on, and so I heard the interview as I took out the trash, came in and phoned the number I had to memorize because I had nothing to write with!! How cool is that?! 
Then that led to the paraliminals, then that led to PFQ and now to Genius Code and Euphoria -- and yet a couple more paraliminals. These have all been SO helpful to me. Just amazing.
Well, bye for now. And be well ~
*A* fellow traveler
