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Hello again ~
Wanted to add two things -
1) Trust those inner "knowings" like you had about the dog. If something crosses your mind, then it did for a reason. Find it. Whenever I follow those inner directions, always I find that it was a good thing. These directions/instructions are happening with more frequency now that I am back with SFQ, and listening to the new LSC paraliminals.

2) "As a child, who is taught not to feel what is felt, not to think what is thought, to be a creation of external forces, and to learn that the only acceptable form of behaviour is a pretense, or a behaviour that one should do" -- I think I understand what you mean. When we are constantly told that what we think (understand) is false, that what we are is false, and then this is reinforced even when we leave the home -- makes for a fragmented psyche, a person in whom you can still see the outline of the puzzle pieces.

No one is without wounds. I think the difference in people is how they go about healing them. And you can only do as much as you know how to do. Some stop short of full mastery -- some keep searching, and improving all their lives. And these folks can't help but touch positively others around them.

Like this forum - so much is shared here. And we all learn from each other, in one way or another. I am so blessed to have heard the ad for PR on public radio two years ago, or was it three? Long story - but one that points up synchronicity to perfection! Just "happened" to be at the right place at the right time -- putting the trash bags on the trunk of the car and driving them down to the end of the driveway. Husband had left the radio on, and so I heard the interview as I took out the trash, came in and phoned the number I had to memorize because I had nothing to write with!! How cool is that?!

Then that led to the paraliminals, then that led to PFQ and now to Genius Code and Euphoria -- and yet a couple more paraliminals. These have all been SO helpful to me. Just amazing.

Well, bye for now. And be well ~

*A* fellow traveler

I've always had this feeling throughout my life. When I was younger I couldn't figure out why people take things so seriously because it all seemed like a play pretend game to me. Two times I had spontaneous experiences (awakening?) where I got to the point where I could clearly see that this world is just a dream which never was. But both times I was very scared as the experience also involved the feeling that a little more of this and I, as a personality, will diasppear too, both times I literally ran screaming in horror trying to think of things that kept me most attached to this reality (my parents) and it 'helped'.

Funny, now for sometime I've been trying to consciously awake again. Sedona Method has been a big help, these days I can go on for a long time without any thought just pure awareness and there is that old familiar feeling on the background that if I continue in that direction this whole 'world' thing will disappear. I still have some unconscious fear that prevents me from going all the way but I am working on it now.

Best wishes,

Nick

I've always had this feeling throughout my life. When I was younger I couldn't figure out why people take things so seriously because it all seemed like a play pretend game to me. Two times I had spontaneous experiences (awakening?) where I got to the point where I could clearly see that this world is just a dream which never was. But both times I was very scared as the experience also involved the feeling that a little more of this and I, as a personality, will diasppear too, both times I literally ran screaming in horror trying to think of things that kept me most attached to this reality (my parents) and it 'helped'.

Funny, now for sometime I've been trying to consciously awake again. Sedona Method has been a big help, these days I can go on for a long time without any thought just pure awareness and there is that old familiar feeling on the background that if I continue in that direction this whole 'world' thing will disappear. I still have some unconscious fear that prevents me from going all the way but I am working on it now.

Best wishes,

Nick

You know, that's weird you say that, Nick.

When I was a kid I used to have this weird fantasy in which I'd imagine that I was on a metal table and lots of doctors and nurses were around me. My body was older (17 years old, don't know how I "knew" this). Everyone was looking at me expectantly. I knew that a girl standing by me was my girlfriend and one of my parents (not my real parent) was there.

"How was it?" my girlfriend asked.

I sat there, confused, and then realized the whole life as a child I had experienced was not real. It was generated by a machine. A great terror and sadness filled me, because all the things I loved so dearly was nothing. None of it was real. None of my feelings were valid. It was pretty horrific.

I'd typically shake it off and think, wow, I am glad that is just a daydream. But every once in a while I'd think, "but what if ..." and then I'd get all depressed.

Years later when I was taking the Practitioner training at NLP Comprehensive, there was this guy who studied under a guru in India. He had this neat trick where he could bring you into a special state of awareness where you really had the experience that everything was just awareness. The wierd thing about it was you could tell who he'd done it with and who he hadn't because when you'd look into their eyes you could literally feel their awareness with yours ... you could feel it was the same awareness. The people he didn't do it with, in general, just felt shut off ...

I thought about this and what he said for a while. He said that everything aside from pure awareness is illusion, garbage .... Well, I was back in the experimentation chamber again, and I felt it all closing in. I started to freak out a little and went to talk to him. He told me my ego was imploding. A matter of factly, like there was nothing to be done and I just had to deal with it.

Well, I dealt with it. I figured that the awareness was real as a level of consciousness, and the perceptions from there were valid. And since this world of "illusion" sprang from it, this too must have a place and a purpose and value ... and this level is real as a level of consciousness, too. One doesn't necessarily have to obliterate the other. It may be seen as a compliment or flowering.

Why throw the baby out with the bathwater? Why foresake the fruit of the tree for the root?