Thanks guys, I still want to do my plan but I think I'll make it more simple and do slowly step by step over a length of time. I'll focus on one subject and one specific goal at a time, I realize that I need to clarify my values and my goals, challenge my negative belief systems and most of all dwell in the present completely. Then I believe I can more genuinally grow in my endeavors. Otherwise I'll just be vainly searching only come full circle and realize that I'm right back to where I was, and still feeling lack. Again thanks guys.
Shane
