My name is Matt Johnson, and I usually post over in the Spring Forest Qigong Forum. Lately, a disorder I've had for quite a while has been really bugging me; No matter what I do, it will not cease. I'm not sure why, but I've decided to post my problem here for advice. Yea, this probably doesn't make any sense, but here it goes.
First off, my memory banks are shot. For some reason I can barely recall an event without questioning whether it was just a figment of my imagination. Everything just floats away into this coma-like place in the back of mind keeping me in a dreamlike state, thus inabling me to trully grow or change as a person. Second, my mental thoughts no longer match or form my physical feelings. No matter how many nice things I tell myself, or how often I look at the bright side of things my body will always feel like crap. Before, I decided how good or bad my day was simply by deciding whether or not I was going to focus more on the positives or the negatives. Now it no longer matters what I focus on, my body will not cooperate. Lastly, I can no longer sense people's feelings, at all; I hate this part the most. If I can't sense what a person is thinking or feeling, then I can never say or do the right thing to affect their mood accordingly. Interacting with people is a total chore now, nothing but a constant swing-and-miss scenario everytime I open my mouth.
Well, there ya' go. I can barely remember what I wrote so I'm just going to assume it's right and hope for some good responses. Thankyou. 
