Some considerations for you:
1. Our world is heavily polluted with toxicity in a thousand forms. At the bookstore, get a copy of CLEAR BODY, CLEAR MIND (By Hubbard).
2. Consider the suggestion of one of your Reply letters to check your physical health for deficiencies of minerals, etc,
or other blockages.
3. Put more serious attention into your QiGong daily practice. Spend extra effort practicing the breathing.
4. Read DIANETICS (By Hubbard), and you'll understand why we humans don't rise up to our potentials. What's holding us back is the content of our Reactive Mind.
Good luck