So what have you started experimenting with? One thing I haven't mentioned. Your style of thinking is a good one for PhotoReading. If you know how to do just the PhotoReading step I suggest you experiement with that on a stack of self help, self confidence, self esteem self motivation type books. You don't even have to activate or read any of them. You'll probably collect some great insights just from the photoreading step.
Since you've been to the doctors and the problem doesn't look like it's going to pack it's bags and move out in a hurry. One book I do suggest and you might even want to consider the course Resiliency. Survivor Personality by Al Siebert. He got together with Paul to create the Resiliency course. It's an excellent course to help you bounce back even if you have to hold on to the handicaps or problems that life has thrown at you and find ways to empower yourself to grow beyond the problems.
AlexK
