Dear Living Success:

I'm truly sorry to hear your experience with Scientology was as you described.
I know hundreds of very happy Scientologists, people in all walks of life whose lives are a LIVING SUCCESS.

In all of Hubbard's books he writes on page 1 this advice: "IN READING THIS BOOK BE VERY CERTAIN YOU NEVER GO PAST A WORD YOU DO NOT FULLY UNDERSTAND. THE ONLY REASON A PERSON GIVES UP A STUDY OR BECOMES CONFUSED OR UNABLE TO LEARN IS BECAUSE HE OR SHE HAS GONE PAST A WORD THAT WAS NOT UNDERSTOOD.

Tell me, which books of Hubbard have you read, and did you follow his advice about using a dictionary?

Could it be that you failed to do that, and in your confusion blamed Hubbard ?

Lots of people have done that.