thats the whole thing i can't get the words out
i have a pretty terrible vocabulary
and half of what i do know i do not know really what it means

and i do not know enough about words to differentiate between ones i should and shouldnt be using in different circumstances

i cannot desribe how something looks
its looks as it looks to me

i could simply say it appears and i wouldn't be really getting anywhere

i seem to be getting the same type of help around here
-do what you cannot do and you will be able to do it
sorry but i just cannot do what i cannot do

i find it somewhat difficult
im looking for the steps

ether they do not exist or are forgotten or kept hidden
either way i only ever seem to get the same result most of the time

sorry if you think im trying to have a go but im rather dissapointed by it all

you say that it is hard for people to move from one to the other but i keep trying and i always seem to screw up

it's because im too used to not doing it and describing it that im so slow moving with it

im not trying to say that i think i does not work but im wondering how i can get it to