analysis paralysis
never heard of these two terms together
i have tried much of what the earlier genius code and einstein factor tells me to try
like from one point of the room describe a corner in different ways
i can't get close to imaging yet
i cannot describe my room although i can visualise it
other than abstract names and relativity
yes im buddhist and i do know its all a creation of my mind though the problem is that i cannot seem to create, in my mind, me realising how to escape from it all
its simple to know what you want to do in life but much harder to do it
i guess im better at picking out faults because that is what has happened to me my whole life
ive never been appreciated in my life for anything ive done good
probably more from just you in a few posts
thankyou ever so much Alex
and a second thanyou for putting up with me
lol
everywhere else kicks me out 
