It sounds like you might have some psychological reversal on this issue. Your inability to see yourself walking as you used to may mean that you may have a mental block against healing. Pain can do that to us sometimes. A good energy therapy like EFT might help you. Here are a couple of websites that will provide you with information.
http://www.emofree.com/faq.htm http://123eft.com/eft-trial.htm
