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now i feel like im getting nowhere spending 15 minutes a day trying to become descriptive and image stream and such things
i think i must be going in the wrong direction somewhere
as i have said i feel like i have gone nowhere after several months
i do not think i am stupid or anything like it but i continue with difficulty so my problem lies somewhere else
im stopping all of my studies as from now to start a new way of trying it for say a month to see how it goes and then i will pick up my studies at half the rate that i am doing now (8+ hours a day) and hopefully i will get more done and one day be much more efficient and learn a lot more than i am at the moment
i would love some help on one thing though
(for now lol)
i want to create a schedule for each day for my activities
not needing to be strict on the time but at least how long i do it for
so im kind of getting enough exposure to it
im asking for help on where i should be starting
is image streaming the start?
im putting photoreading off for now
that would be no big deal in the long run to pick up right? im talking in 6 months or a little less
ive got time and i have the motivation but i have much doubt and i do not know if it is because of lack of effort or ability or if im so used to not doing it that i will never "allow" myself to do it
i meditate a hour to a few hours a day and sleep about 4 or 5 though im reducing it as i go
hope to get it down under two or one hours
i think we waste our lives sleeping
but theres also a lot of other wasteful activities
i hope to be rid of all of them and make what i am doing efficient and clear
i've got a big journey ahead of me and i appreciate all the past present and future help given to me
Prana
