I can agree with you on the changes you experience. Before doing natural brillance, i did holosync, it was awesome. I listened to the Natural Brilliance generator, and man, emotions started to pour. I will have to look into the books you suggested. I'm reading other afirmation books like One day My Soul Just Opened up..ILyanla Vanzant and it touches on some of the issues when dealing with yourself. This is going to be an interested experience. Thanks