SuzieQ,
Many thanks for responding. You are the FIRST person I've encountered who's been a member of the program. And no, it is NOT just you! Let's face it, the literature makes a LOT of promises. That said, I do feel a bit let down. I thought by now I'd have released more negative programming than I have. I guess what I expected was a total purging of my subconscious and a complete overhaul of my belief system, i.e., more positive thinking, spontaneous release of negative emotions, and a general growing sense that all is okay with the world. This has yet to happen. And given the testimonials and promises in the literature, I don't think I'm expecting too much. But, I do notice a quiet calm that was never there before(or maybe I'm just "comfortably numb" as the song goes). And I notice that laying in bed waiting for sleep, I quite frequently slip into a meditative state without even trying. But I still consider myself having a long way to go before I'm completely "free".
I haven't consulted with anyone at CRI because I get the feeling that all they will say is "keep trying" and encourage me to purchase the next level. I know that sounds negative, but that's how I feel at this point in time. Who know's, maybe the next CD in the level I'm working on will be the breakthrough and I'll be spontaneously transformed. Anyhow, I think I'll probably finish the program just because I hate not to finish what I started, regardless of the price tag. Deep down I really am a hopeful optimist and I hope that this program proves to be everything it says it is.
Anyway, thanks for having the courage to say what you honestly felt. I'm glad you did because it inspired me to do the same. And I also agree that we need more of this kind of feedback. I hope this message finds you well and in good spirits and enjoying the holiday!
Mindsurfer
