how to find my genius?how to understand what i am bored for and what is the aim of my life?is this something i am most emotionally involved-but i am involved in so many different even opposite things?may my genius be something i do not like or even hate?how then to find harmony within me?or may it be something i have never supposed of?how to be sure>please help me-i am so confused.i feel like a boat without a rule in a stormy ocean.