Tomcha75,
First and foremost, consider yourself fortunate to have had the opportunity to attend the live seminar. This being said, you may wish to enquire if it is possible for you to re-attend.
You mentioned that you 'gave up the practice' after the seminar ... you never mentioned how long ... but what I can say is ... practice, practice and practice. Stick with it ... some have results immediately, other take time to develop the process. If you want to be a member of the 2% of the population that will ever master PR ... stay with it!
I know sometimes it's hard to stick with something when results do not present themselves immediately ... visiting this DB may help you to stay on track. There are many talented idividuals on this DB.
Some claim to see characters/words with clarity, while other claim that everything is but a blur. I use the blip as and indicator and sometime's put my two fingers together to see the cocktail weenie for reassurance.
Try widen your eyes abit to see the four corners. If this does not help try seeing beyond the book ... sort of like X-ray vision.
The mantra is meant to 'occupy' the conscious mind from interferrig during the process.
Photofocus is 'dependant' on one very important igrediant ... relaxation. This means zero disturbance. Take a few minutes to get into state ... there were post's on this DB in regards to an alternate method of relaxation that worked wonders for me!
I've been told that people that have glasses are really at an advantage over those of us who do not wear glasses. Yes, the pages will be blurred, but I've read that the information finds it's way in ... again, critical that you follow the PR step and remain, yes, relaxed!!!
You can never ask enough questions on this DB. Learning is the result of asking questions ... So keep asking, together, we all benefit and grow.
Searching on this DB will also yield answer's to your questions ... I'm no master, just a normal person like you, trying and believing that one day, just one day ... I'll have this thing 'mastered'!
On a final note, it's not a question of 'will' it work, it's a matter of when! So, my friend, stick with it ...
Michael Saikali
[This message has been edited by Alex K. Viefhaus (edited January 01, 2006).]