Eggplantau,
Sticking with the PR system can be very difficult for some people, especially if one's expectation's are set to see immediate results. Some do. Some take time to develop the skill.
I personally, have been at it for under a year, I'm only now beginning to be comfortable with the process. I've spent the majority of the last few months practicing the steps up to and including Photoreading.
Now that I have this under control ... I'm looking at developing my 'activation' techniques. Some will argue that I should have practiced from the get go ... however, in the time that I first started to now, I've picked up many insightful tips on this DB and also I've investing into other techniques to help enhance my PR experience .. Brain Gym being just one.
I too was impatient at first, but subtle results are starting to show and I know that the journey to mastery take time ... I do my best and I do not put expectations on myself. I let the universe unfold as it should.
I once mentioned that only a small percentage of people in the world will ever develop and master PR ... I plan on being a part of that percentange and helping it to grow by actively participating when I can.
My advise to you is ... the journey to the end of the rainbow is not a straight line. You will be presented challenges ... that is what life and growing are all about. Build a desire to want to PR and set some time aside (even 10 minutes a day). You know what awaits at the end of the rainbow!