Carol,
Mgrego2 advice is very sound.
I'll be honest here, I've been at this for almost shy of a year. Only now can I honestly say that I'm begining to feel comfortable with the process.
I too had times where doubts would creep in but I always remembered one thing ... my dream to master and become one of the elite PR's in the world!
You've said some pretty powerful words - Want, dream, Try - follow your heart - if it's saying to you that you want,dream and will try to be a PR'er then by all means go for it. There was a saying once in the Star Wars epsiode - do or do not! It's your choice.
We all make choice's in life that help to shape who and what we will become - the investment now in PR will yield so much opportunities for you in your future. Those who are well read and can keep up with the vast amounts of information in todays day and age are bound to be very very successful in life!
There is a major difference between depression and disappointment. I believe you to be disappointed at the results thus far. This can be from many things - doubts, fears,stress ... But a strong belief in yourself and patience and results will begin to show.
Should you get your money back? I'd say what you may wish to consider is getting an extention upto 6 months. LSC are a great group of people who only want to see you succeed in life ... plain and simple.
You mentioned 'try' on several occasions, use NOPS instead ... don't put undo stress by expecting to see results. When you are ready, it will happen. It truly will!
Moms have a way of being insistent. She only wishes to protect and do what she feels is best for you. But mom, if you're reading this ... this systems is true and can and will make a remarkable difference in your child's life ... a small investment now is worth a fortune in the future!
Another piece of advice, scour through the articles on this DB ... there is a goldmine of information and uplifting messages.
Good luck in whatever your decision may be ... PR is here to stay now and into the future!
one month is in my opinion not enough to judge - it takes time, let me repeat that, time to become proficient.
