"you mentioned that you were not using the divergent gaze (which would allow you to see the blib page), you instead are using the soft focus technique which occurs when you relax your lenses such that your focal plane moves to infinity though your eyes remain converged onto the center of the book."
Actually YES i am using divergent gaze....and i DON'T converge my eyes through the center of the book. I DIVERGE my eyes to the margines. Some mis-understanding.