I have taken the course I have pr the books, I have pr 12 books, I have activated dipped mind mapped one of the books, I have used the paraliminal tapes. And I have not had any success, I can tell you very little about the one book that I have activated have not had any dreams I have not had any spontaneous activation I believe that this will work I want this to work very badly, Is this my problem ? do I want this to work so bad that I am taking it to serious and not "playing with it"? I have read all the posting for the last month and I see many of these same questions being asked and I have tried the responses and nothing.. Please help so far the one great thing that I have gotten from this course is that I now desire to read I have never liked nor desired to read before, there is so much more that this course offers and I want it..