lespaulsarecool,
If you have the home study course, I think it might help if you go through the course a couple of more times. Also, slow down a bit. Your posts sound like you may have placed unreasonable expectations upon yourself for results with the course. You can't expect to be able to read like Pete in 3 days. He has been PRing for 15+ years now. Give yourself some time and play with the system, IT WORKS.

Gregory