For that perticular desire, I would suggest the *ahem* magical tape that we keep in the back for our -special customers-
Seriously, though, I don't think you need these tapes to get you there. I was really struck by Anthony Robbins' "Awaken the Giant Within." I think that if you follow all the exercises he suggests, and give them an honest chance, as well as truly desiring to change your life, it will all come to you. But these tapes do help. I have not had an epiphany of any sorts. No, but I have done much in these past few months, ever since I really got into listening to these tapes, that I just never flowed for me. I'm not perfect, I never will. But gradual change of a long period of time, especially when I got to start so young, can make such a difference.
Do not expect a tape to change your life. It can not. It is merely a recording of a man who would like to help you in the best ways he knows. Do not expect miracles to happen. They might, but expecting them will probably just get you frustrated and annoyed. Just take these tapes, whichever ones you are drawn to, and make them a part of your life, like with any activity, it can take you one sitting to have it sink in, or many. These tapes do not make you succede, only you can take the action to make your life the one you desire.
Happy trails.