I ordered the course about 1 and a 1/2 months ago and am up to tape 2 right now. Okay, obviously one needs to relaxed before the photoreading stage. This is where I have my biggest problem. I CANNOT relax, no matter what. I am a very anxious person. The more Paul (on the tape) tells me to relax the more tense I get because I consciously know I HAVE TO RELAX or else it won't work. I am very disappointed right now (by the way I'm 18, just out of high school, had to use my scholarship money to buy the PR system, and my parents are awfully skeptical and wishing I would send back the program for a refund). I believe photoreading will work for me, if only I could relax. However that itself is my stumbling block. I have only up to February 8 to give Photoreading a chance, and I have school coming up, which will limit my time even further because of the numerous amount of studying (am currently taking a Human Anatomy and Physiology class, which at least takes up about 3-4 hours each day). I'm afraid if I don't lose my anxiety I will never be able to use photoreading. Can anyone help me, please?