thank you for the advice everyone.
it has actually been more than a year now since my father past away and i feel like im still stuck. I have searched out religion, doctors, and anti-depressants to help me with my pain.
MY Existence is defined by cruel and intense pain that isn't even about grief any more, it just constant maddening pain. I am reaching out to the products on this website in desperations. I am in agony.
but i am moved by the compassion of the people in this board and touched that anyone would waste their time trying to pat the shoulder of a worthless kid like me. I cant function as a normal human being. I'm not living....
am i dead?
Am i worthy of life?
