the thing you dont seem to be getting is, this is not magic. Everything you consiously remember is because it popped out at you. Automatic Activation is not just "Oh, it sat there and now I know it" its "Okay, I went through the steps and a few words popped out at me as I went along. I feel like I have an extended comprehension of this book."
#1 thing to remember - you wont get it unless you activate first. Instantaneous only happens on few occasions.
