What is really the blip page, I tried to defocus my eyes so that as I see the book, I see two creases, one on each side of the book and almost all of the words are blurred. Is this the correct way?

I hold my book up with my left hand to hold pages. But the book flipping technique somehow bothers me as I read. The "index or middle finger sliding under page and pulling page toward you in circular smooth fashion" need to be more elaborate. Call me dumb but just trying to get it RIGHT.

Perhaps someone from the corporation, a professional can help me? And no lies please!