Hi Shinsei
It sounds as though you need trauma release, by deep delta meditation. Have you tried the Centerpointe Holosync technology? Holosync is powerful. If you can, ask Brian649 if he can suggest a cheaper way of trauma release using a light/sound machine, and some frequencies that would work as well as the Centerpointe technology to release old "stuff" that is stopping optimum functioning. Brian649 on this forum says in FEEL THE POWER! - part 5 that "1.5hz releases the hold of trauma".
Read some of the material at http://www.centerpointe.com/ if you haven't already.
I don't mean to over simplify your problems.
Kind regards,
Grant.
[This message has been edited by Grant (edited March 27, 2001).]
