I have struggled with this too, so don't get discouraged and give up. Just keep practicing. Say affirmations. Can you see the blip page ? If you can see the blip page, then you are in photofocus state? Don't worry about if you are doing it right, just keep doing it. I photoread each book twice, once upside down, then regular side up. If I still feel stressed after that, then I listen to the Activation tape and photoread the book 2x times. Before the second time I photoread the book, I say a Hail Mary to myself. Just don't give up !!!! Be positive and believe in yourself. Society is negative enough, don't put extra criticism on yourself. You are doing it.
