I would like to make just one comment. You stated that you get that way when you anticipate photoreading. Perhaps if you don't Photoread, but just learn to relax first and then maybe a couple of weeks later come back to trying to photoread. That way you become an expert at relaxing and then the photoreading part should be a brease.
Sorry for butting in, but if you have a problem with something, remove it.
Hope that helps.
