SD,
The most amazing stuff floats up when we spend 10-15 minutes in deep alpha. The VERY things that are hindering your PhRing success will very possibly float up to you if you just go to level for 5-15 minutes 3 times a day. I am not successful at activating. I want to be successful at activating. Done.
BUT, notice what fleeting thoughts may surface later in the day or whenever.
I have known for ages that i have some deep fear of intuition. I just couldn't put my finger on why. Finally, after more than a year, i just sat down and went to level and said: I have this problem of being afraid of my intuition. I don't want to be afraid of my intuition.
Somewhere during the last week a memory surfaced. I forgot it and it floated up again and i forgot it again. Finally it floated up and i caught it. I was 15. I went to school that day. Suddenly walking down the hall, i had a terrible thought about my father. Something terrible had happened & i prayed. Went home & told my mother. Couple hours later a call came: He had been in a horrific accident; had been given last rites & she'd better get there fast if she wanted to see him alive. So, i have finally, after at least a year or so, realized why i have this fear of my intuition. I am working on releasing it when i go to level a little at a time. It doesn't feel like it can just disappear because it's roots are pretty deep in my psyche. I've just given you an example to show you that things that hold us BACK are not ugly or terrible. They are challenges to us. You are being challenged in order to become a wonderful doctor and human being. You will come out of this a better person and human being.
