PhoenixMDM,
It sounds to me like you prefer to procastinate rather than lacking drive. If you would like to PR some books on the subject, Check out Susan Jeffers amongst her books, Feel the Fear and Do It Anyway is eye opening to reasons why we procastinate. Albert Ellis had writtin some books that are helpful in that area. As has Dr William J Knaus Author of Do It Now: How to Stop Procastinating. He also wrote Change your lif.
Alex
