I've been wondering if my inability to photoread stems from my neurotic tendencies. I'm finding myself feeling physically ill from when I wake up to about 2pm - I have a feeling that my be psychosomatic to some extent. At the moment I am yet again at one of my low points - I keep beating myself up over why I can't stop acting like such an a-hole. So I was thinking maybe my inability to photoread is caused directly by the idea that whatever I do, I will in some way screw up. I'm going to yet again try tonight (it's only 5pm here in England) to crack my way into photoreading - I thought maybe I could photoread my books on cognitive behaviour therapy and rational emotive therapy . . .
