Now i wont be able to do 4unit.
Every question looked easy very familiar , then when i did them i found problems with it. I did a ;lot each one i found it took me long as i did too many mistakes , scribbled out again , found another again.
I did most problems some because i was so angrily stresses i was going top rip the page as i didnt have enough time , i am so upset as i will not be able to do 4unit , even if i do i wont feel good enough ill feel like this will always happen in my tests.
Ive tryed everything to prevent this , even everyone else always thinks i will absolutely do the test with ease.
When i do questions that are not in the test i know all of them , no wrong but i admit i take quite a while to think it out, As i keep thinkingwhat i want to do now and then think of what i just thought (my thought knows im stressed) not knowing when to continue trying question , keep repeating this preventing my from thinking clearly and fastly.
I know it is not the case that i am not good enough as i have also made a couple things in maths and am also able to do extension questions in cambridge maths book(which are the hardest maths q's get) , i have made my own cubic formulas , known stuff way beyond our school , more then any of the other children although i cannot control myself.
After the test i do the troubled q's easily on the first go.
