Phew, when I saw the size of that post I thought Oh oh.
Youngprer, I offered advice because I see a lot of me, at your age, in your posts. It's not a perfect match, but some things strike a strong resonance.
The books I recommended weren't supposed to sound like self help books. I wouldn't have recommended books like those to the average 14 year old, but I figured you have ability to take them in.
Let me just say, that if you solve all your issues at your age, then look out world. :^)
